I just hate how you’re fine and I’m not 😒
Do you feel accomplished?!

2:46 PM

I really wasn’t asking for much I kinda just wanted you there! Whether it being hours later or even just days after.
Just as long as I knew that you would still be mine after the end of the day.

You fill yourself with all this doubt, but at least at the end of the day I knew you were mine and I was yours.

Put it in that sense of effort, as long as I saw effort that was pretty much all that mattered to me.
You don’t have to talk to me every single hour or at least every single day.
Just as long as I knew that at the end of the day I had something to look forward to the next!

Right now, I’m pretty much at a stand still. Is it fair? No not really but it’s happens! There was nothing stopping this and I wish there was but there isn’t.

It happens but I have to be okay with it! It’s not over till, till it’s over.

People say don’t center your happiness on one person, very cliché saying but hey I grew accustomed to that. As of now you are the center of my happiness.
Being in denial about all of this was just bothering me.

I’m a girl so obviously I stay up late in the middle of the night wondering why it happened and what could of caused it. You can’t just tell a girl to get over it and expect her to get over it.
Overthinking and over reacting just comes with being a girl! I can’t say much about guys because there isn’t much to base it on.

So what I’m trying to say is, if I come off to you as pathetic then so be it I don’t care. I’m trying my best to be okay but it’s not working! I’m not someone to get over silly things that mean a lot to me. Adjusting is hard, but all I can do is wait.

October 21st

You try so hard and you think your effort will work and justify everything but then it doesn’t so you fall flat on your face. So all you can do is cry until God tells you you’re ready.

It’s like being in love: giving somebody the power to hurt you and trusting (or hoping) they won’t.
Marina Abramović, Rest Energy

The only support I had that kept me in check now doesn’t want to talk to me.
So now here I am falling to pieces…

If you only knew how much it hurts me.

I’m dropping weight like crazy… That’s so unhealthy from what I know..
But I can’t do much about it.
Oh well!

  • Me: I'm so depressed...
  • John: you aren't depressed, you're just sad.

LUKE BRYAN and LEE BRICE in one night may have been one of the best experiences of my life! 😭💕








…now that you think about it…

Never can just scroll by this.

No fucking way.

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